I’m so fed up I just feel totally compelled to share my fed upness with you all! It’s not often I get totally disgruntled, but I must admit I am now! You see, Monday I will be 25!!! (Just an aside before I start this story, I have been to all of my friends birthday get togethers this year)! Anyway… I had originally planned to have a limo take me and several friends, Peter and mum to Birmingham to go around the bars near the mailbox. Anyway, as the weeks drew on all my friends began dropping out… I couldn’t afford to pay for the limo with just Peter and mum and me, so I lost my booking deposit and cancelled the limo! This was only a week or so ago… so then I had to think about what I was going to do for my birthday! Ever since I have been scouring the internet looking for what is on at theatres… everything good is fully booked! Or what else I could do for my birthday… I don’t want just another crappy night out in town!! And poor Peter and mum have had to listen to me moaning about cancelling my birthday and not bothering to go out! So thanks to trying to include friends who I had celebrated birthday’s with… I am now left with nothing to do other than go out for some food!!! What have I learned for next year then? Next year I am going away for my birthday… I’m not even trying to arrange anything involving friends and I’m not going out to their functions either… how many times have I put myself out for them and no one wants to do it for me! Thanks a lot! Now I can totally understand why Peter was so depressed on his last day of work when the people he had run around for didn’t turn up to say bye to him either! People are so selfish!
At least I can be thankful for Peter and mum … if it wasn’t for them it would be a very lonely birthday!